The ugly-little-shet me.
1. Amiable. I love being friends with everyone! I love making friends because I don't know it kinda makes me happy. But the problem is nobody likes being friends with me. Hm.
2. I love cute things! I really really love cute stuff!! My eyes will sparkle brightly when I see something cute. I love cute anime girls and it makes me want to look cute like them too XD (It's a fact, okay)
3. Books lover. Yes. I really love reading. Sometimes I can find my true self through reading. And sometimes books can define who I really am. My imagination gets a little high when I'm reading.
4. I get along better with the elders rather than with the youngers. I don't know why either. I think I'm too young to be talking with the youngsters. When I talk to the elderly people, I can talk about almost anything. I think my mental age isn't the same as my real age. (No I'm not a grandma!!!) I mean, I always find myself thinking outside the box. And only the elders seem to understand. So that's the reason why.
5. I'm always excited when I talk about the things I love. Of course! Who wouldn't get excited, right? I would even scream if I'm too elated. I can't describe the feeling I get when someone shares the same interest like I do.
6. I have a terribly low self-esteem. I can't deny this though. I always belittle myself because I think there are so many people who are better than me. I have problems with my self-confidence, too. I can't help it but feel bad about myself.
7. Soft-hearted. Too soft-hearted, I would say. I cry too easily.
8. I hate liars and lies. I'd rather accept the truth than be deceived.
9. I don't have a fixed ambition. I haven't thought of what I'm going to be in the future. I have so many ambitions but none of them suits me. Let's just see how it turns out later, heh.
10. Talkative. I talk a lot. A lot more than you can imagine. That's why I can get along with anyone.
11. Enigmatic. I'm hard to be understood by everyone. I'm so complex. Some people might just get tired of me. I don't understand myself either.
12. Boring. I think this is true??? I find myself boring. Maybe it's because I can't please people the way they want it. (Sorry not sorry but I'm just being myself)
13. I sleep when I'm too stressed or depressed. Sleeping does heal. It helps me to forget all the pain and problems I'm enduring. It kinda pauses my life for a while. One more thing, I can only think rasionally after sleeping. I can only think what I ought to do after waking up. Even a short nap will do.
14. 1/2 introverted 1/2 extroverted. Sometimes I get energised when I'm both alone and around people. I'm not an over-socialized person. I socialize when needed (Of course it is important!). Sometimes I feel annoyed when there are so many people and I just wish I could banish them all.
15. I only have one guy best friend. Out of all people, he's the only one. I don't have to be anyone else just to be with him. And he accepts me for who I am (because nobody can stand a 'shitty' person like me but him). I can never afford to lose a friend like him.
16. I laugh at the stupidest things. I spend most of the time laughing. Sounds crazy, doesn't it? I laugh 'til I burst into tears. I can cry right after a long laugh.
17. I do overthink. And it kills.
18. When I love someone, I love them so hard. That's why I can't get rid of someone easily. I can get rid of them if and only if I'm way too broken-hearted. That way I can't fogive them at all, and I'll start hating on them, until I feel like stopping.
19. I forgive people too easily. I can't get mad at someone for so long because that's not who I am. I may forgive, but I won't forget.
20. I don't date. I don't like the idea of dating nowadays. To me it's not cool. I love being single as I'm still young. It's still not the right time yet to fall in love and be in love (but I can't help myself crushing on people). I see kids younger than me having boyfriends/girlfriends and I'm like, WHAT?! I'm no one to judge them but hey kids, there's like a bunch of things we can do instead of dating. We should know how to handle this thing.
So that's it! 20 facts about me! I hope this helps you guys to get to know me. (I'm writing this is basically because I'm bored) so yeah. I hope I can improve myself to be a better person. Nobody's perfect anyway. Everyone has their own flaws, so do I. I wish I can learn to love myself more because if I don't love myself, how am I even loving other people, right? I wish I can learn to accept me for who I am. I don't want to hate myself anymore because Allah has made me this way. Alhamdulillah.
Okay. See guys later. May this December be the best month ever! In shaa Allah, aamiin!
Written sincerely by,
Syafiqah Fisal.
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